Wednesday, 17 October 2007

My Parallel Universe

Do you ever wonder what your life would have been like if 20 years ago things had taken 'the other' turn?

This is what I have been contemplating these last few weeks. What if... But what if.... Then what if... The conclusion I have come to is this: I am here now and actually 'this is what I have achieved, this is where I wanna be, this is where I am going and in order to get there, I need to do I need to be here...'

I, by no means, came to this conclusion by my self, God helped me a little - ok, ok, it was all Him! He keeps on putting me in testing situations and I am finally starting to appreciate the value of them. It doesn't mean that they are easy or even that I like them, all it means is that I am able to recognise the difference and can appreciate the change in me once I have OVERCOME the trial. Yep, you heard me, overcome!

After all I have been through (and am still going through), I am still here! I'm here! I am going to achieve all that I can (quote me on this) and nothing but death can keep me from it! (ok ok, I know this is not the Colour Purple but the words ring true all the same).

Watch this space cos God has cleared my mind and there is much for me to do!

Much love x

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